Tuesday, July 26, 2005
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today my oral presentation was ok.. at least not so bad lar.. not so nervous also since i was in the first group to present.. blehz.. then lunch, went with serene to mac, lucky never meet gwen,( coz at first wad they suggested is that go TM... when i have only 1 hour break!) wadever.. was late for my econs tutorial in the end... never mind... my test result for econs is out... pass or fail? i am not going to say... up to u all to guess...
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7/26/2005 01:23:00 PM
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
:: to j.y ::
wad u like, i dun like... i dunno... whenever i see u, i dunno what to say... i really dunno what to talk to u.. we r in different schools... we seldom meet... we both r leading different ways... really.. whenever my friendz say wanna 2 go to ur sch canteen, i always try to avoid... i dunno... dun ask me why.. but... whenever my friendz say wanna 2 go there... i will lose my appetite... i might be ur mei... as wad u often say... but deep down.. do u know that i dun really like rock songs.. all the way till today... unless really very good, most of the time i will not listen... i dunno... why does it seem to me that we r drifting apart? i dunno... i have totally no idea wad is going on in ur life now... there was once, i was supposed to meet u.. and i was telling my friend... i very long time never see u le.. i dunno if i still can recognise u or not... i dunno... can u just tell me wad am i supposed to do to pull back this friendship? i really hope that it can be as good as when i was in sec 4... when i really cared... whenever ur nick is down, i really bother.. really wanna 2 know what happen in ur life... and not like now... u always place urself as busy... but can land up talking to others...
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7/24/2005 03:27:00 PM
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everyone is busy except me.. still slacking as usual... dun ask me why... everyone is so busy studying... doing project... while me? slacking my time away... it has been more than half sememster le... and that... hmm.. poly life? if i am ever on disappearing act, it will be either for elf.. or for debate... i dunno? poeple's poly life seem to be on studies, on projects.. but why mine was the other way round? i dun deny that i am always too lazy to study... sure flunk my term test liaoz... thought it is still not yet out... but still... then for projects... i dun deny that there r projects.. but i am still not doing... sigh... wad is poly life? in wad way is it different from sec sch? other than we need not have to wear uniform, need not have to wake up so early in the morning.. currently, i still dun see the difference between poly and sec sch life... other than more group projects.. and that i am only studying 5 subjects ( or wadever u call it)
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7/24/2005 01:24:00 PM
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Friday, July 22, 2005
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i beginning to dislike csa more... dun ask me why.. actually is not csa's fault... dun ask me... maybe now mood not so good... wanna 2 go back damai.. dun ask me for wad... for once, i miss my sec sch friendz.. i wanna 2 go back to sec 4.. no doubt. er ge is not in sch when i am in sec 4.. but at least my friendz there r not so bad.. i miss them... lotz!
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7/22/2005 05:58:00 AM
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Monday, July 18, 2005
:: blehz ::
now having neck ache... talking on the phone.. at teh same time doing something.. ouch.. anyway... today, sze rui, di and i went to raffles place.. to chinatown.. at raffles place... i saw kor! ha... he still remembers me.. anyway.. in chinatown was nearly a disaster,, all coz of the bottle... to someone out there: u still dunno me that well is it? i did not drink! and the person who is not feeling well is me... anyway. thankz stingray and di....
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7/18/2005 04:33:00 PM
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Friday, July 15, 2005
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my whole hand has blisters! ar... anyway, really must thankz all the support and encouragement that some of my friendz give me for yesterday and today... thankz a lot! urm.. so far the 3 days have been fun... yup... though today test, cannot make it le... coz i did not study.. blehz... yup yup...
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7/15/2005 11:18:00 AM
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
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today i went for elf... it is quite ok? except that i still got frights from the climb.. ( coz we r supposed to climb the high elements.. then it is super high!) yup...
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7/14/2005 03:38:00 PM
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
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my sec sch friend just ask me a very interesting question... does ur "family" member care about u anymore? i dunno.. what do u think? does that "family" member entertain u like before? i dunno either... ya... no doubt that the person is still my "family" member, but.. hmm...
Changes ( taken from chicken soup for teens)
"friends forever" you promised."together till the end"we did everything with each other,
you were my best friend
when i was sad, you were by my sidewhen i was scared, you felt my fear
you were my best supportif i needed you, you were there
you were the greatest friendyou always knew what to sayyou made everything seem better,as long as we had each other, everything would be okay.
but somewhere along the line, we slowly came aparti was here, you were thereit tore a hole in my heartthings were changing,our cheerful music reversed its tune
it was like having salt without pepper,
a sun without its moon
suddenly we were miles aparttwo different people with nothing the same.it was as if we hadn't been friendzalthough we knew deep in our hearts, neither one of us was to blame.you had made many new friendz,
and luckily, so had i.
but that didn't change the hurt,
the loss of our friendship made me cry
as we grow older, things must change
but they don't always have to end
even though it is different now,
you will always be my friend.
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7/12/2005 03:09:00 PM
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Friday, July 08, 2005
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all along, it has been my wish to lunch with them... however, feel slightly nervous about it now... dunno how would it go later... will the temp staff be lunching with them? i dunno? i dun want to back out last min.. but one thing... will i be ok there? will i feel happy or will i feel like i am invisible? can i go up and see the rest of them once more? i dunno...
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7/08/2005 03:31:00 AM
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
:: my hols is not a hol... ::
my hols... all 5 days r nearly booked at the moment... jia lat... 11 still having accounts test... 12, dunno.. just hope that no one book that day.... actually got le... debate at 6pm... then 13, 14, 15... leaving it to elf and debate, and maybe csa project which i hate most... and some more.... not fair! this is not a hol! just hope that afternoons are left free... then at least i can go back to asia life to disturb all of them once again... miss them super much.... just love the feeling of being almost everyone's xiao mei, in which they will care and help in whatever difficulties i have....
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7/03/2005 01:56:00 PM
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Friday, July 01, 2005
:: lolz ::
just came back from debate... and ok lor.. quite fun... know some ppl there... hmm.. at least i will not be so lonely when it comes to debate if my friendz r not there... yup yup... wah... i spent 12 hours in sch today.. coz i arrived sch at 8 plus in the morning.. and end at 10 plus at night... yup yup.. debating ended quite late today...
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7/01/2005 03:42:00 PM
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